CHEERFULLY TOASTING TO LIFE
AND SOMEWHERE BETWEEN YESTERDAY AND 11 YEARS AGO, LIFE
GOT DEEP , IT GOT DEEPER, IT GOT QUITE AND IT GOT STILL.
Life is a complex case of cellular automaton starting as a zygote- ending up with some trillion cells which are biologically active. Your amygdala, the center of the brain that processes emotion, blazes with activity. At the same time you produce dopamine, a ‘feel good’ neurotransmitter that is associated with passion and addiction, and oxytocin, a hormone related to bonding.” e magic this body holds.
The irony of chasing the experiences that weren’t whole the content ment that wasn’t felt. I dreamt big, i thought deeply , perfectly awkward and nervous and ready and not ready. Eventualy I grew up, and the dark nights wouldn’t scare me anymore like they used to .
IT‘S HABITUAL NOW TO WEAR THIS INDEPENDENCE LIKE SOMETHING I’VE ALWAYS KNOWN, WHEN I CHOOSE MYSELF FIRST, WHEN I’M NO LONGER WAITING.
The truth is, i didn’t need to do it all, all the time, so i paused. Felt deeply and wasn’t ashamed of
it, took risks, said yes to the things that i felt aligment, said no to what it wasn’t serving me. I
realized i can fool my own mind for a while but not my soul. I figured something out.
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